I need to be better at this but just not enough time!

So I feel very incompitant when it comes to blogging. Mostly because I have not taken the time to really figure out how to do it. Sometimes I feel like this stuff just takes up to much time and I don't know if it is worth it. Especially since I don't really have people look at my blog, mostly because I am ebarrassed to. But I keep saying that I am doing it so I can keep a journal of the things that our family does. When Savannah was born I started righting her a journal so she can read it later on in life. But now I don't write in mine because I barely find enough time to write in Savannah's. Each time Vannah hits a milestone (6 mo, 1 yr, etc) I write up a letter about what she is doing at that time of her life. Except this year she turned two and it took me a couple of weeks to sit down and finally write it. So last night I stayed up late writing it and I hit save and quit instead of just save. I went back in there to print it off and it was not there! I was devastated! Mostly I think because I was so tired and I thought that I wrote this great letter and when I went to start over I could not remember anything that I wrote. (I am sure the time had something to do with it.) Anyways so I now have her letter ready to be mailed out to family and friends. I feel it is not has good has the first one I made but it will do. Another thing that I HAVE to do is sit down and scrapbook! I used to love to do it and now with Savannah it is hard to get the paper, etc. out to scrapbook. So last October I started digital scrap booking. It is nice because it does not make a mess. I have started so many times on Savannah's scrapbooks online but then I change my mind of what I want it to look like and start over. I just need to do it because if I keep changing them trying to make them perfect I will not end up with even one book. So if you see me ask me if I have done any scrap booking. Maybe it will help motivate myself!